McKay's funeral was beautiful. For the past week I have had a hard time letting it sink in that he is really gone. I thought going to the viewing would help me realize it. I thought I got all my emotions out last week. As soon as I started watching his slide show as we waited in line I got pretty teary. And as soon as I saw the casket I fell apart. It was basically all down hill from there..

The program was wonderful. His sister gave an sketch of his life. His brother played a piano piece along with him singing. His father gave a short and to the point message. And then we had the honor of hearing from Elder Russell M. Nelson. As soon as he started his message peace swept over everyone. He brought such a spirit and positive outlook. He was able to explain how the same chemicals that helped McKay's body shut down will help bring his body back when he is resurrected. He also talked about how McKay is always going to be with us. There are no "untimely" deaths, it happens when one is prepared to meet the Lord. He also spoke of his worthiness to continue his missionary service, in the Romanian language, beyond the veil. We are sad but those on the other side are happy to welcome him home.

Im so very grateful that I was able to be friends with McKay. He is such an example to me, And I cant wait until I can hug and tell him that on the other side. RIP McKay. Love you.pictures are dark because I went back later tonight when it was not packed with
family and friends.

You can read the final KSL article HERE

Dear John was just WONDERFUL.
Laughter.Tears and Heartache all together.

I should have expected that, and I honestly think I liked it more than the book. Shocking I know. Movies are never better than the book. But I think Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried did a great job as John and Savannah. I cant say enough about this movie (AND the music)
my new favorite for sure, I want to watch it over and over.
Go see it now.
And then tell me what you think.
Now off to church and to spend the day with our families..
Happy Sunday

Random Ramble..

Katherine Heigl has become one of my favorite actresses.. Who does not love 27 Dresses.

The other night it DAWNED on me.. She was the star of my all time favorite movie from the Disney Channel. Please tell me you LOVED this movie too. Its about the sisters that switch bodies. I thought it was sooo funny and LOVED all their outfits and was so jealous of Katherines boyfriend. I dont think I have thought about this movie for a good 8 years. It randomly hit me out of the blue about 2 am the other night. Weird I know but I had to share..

You can watch the full thing on Youtube also =)

It might just be me but I love remembering little things from childhood. TV shows. Movies. Toys.. anything..

Work usually goes by really fast on Fridays. Today, not so much. Im very ready for the weekend. And very excited to go see Dear John. Im crossing my fingers that they changed the ending from the book (doubt it, but fingers still crossed)

Happy Weekend Loves.

Little Buddy.

Im sure you all have heard of Zhu Zhu pets. They were the hot item this Christmas in the toy stores. The race was on every morning 8am the 30 days before Christmas to get one of these babies. Who was I racing for??? Milo... At the time I thought. This is so stupid, Im racing these moms through the store for a stupid toy for my dog. My mom was searching for my siblings so I thought why not. (plus I love seeing how crazy these ladies get)

Milo LOVES his..

It keeps him entertained all the time.. I will set it on the kitchen or bathroom floor and just let it roll around. He sits and watches in amazement. Every now and then I will be in our bedroom and here the little noises coming from the living room, I go out and find Milo trying to make him move.

I beg Mitch to let me breed Milo and keep a puppy so he can have a little friend, Mitch says that he does not need another dog, he has his Zhu Zhu...

Whats the point of this post? Yes, I believe zhuzhuz are a great toy for your kidos.. but even better for your pups.

Today.. I feel like I was hit by a bus. Leslie recruited me to start hitting up a class at the rec center with her. People. I dont remember the last time I worked out.. High School maybe? The class kicked my butt, but I will be there again next week. Loved it. Thanks Les.

Tonight.. My boys are pretty boring. Mitch is hooked to the Jazz game and Mi is konked out...
I am not complaining. I can barley move (yes everyone, you can call me a baby after you switch me bodies) I have spent the last 2 hours browsin blogs and facebook. I have come up with a few conclusions:

• I wish there was a way to block everyone that is doing the stupid "celeb look alike" game. Over half of you put a celeb you dont even look like so you can feel hot. lamesauce. (same goes for the urbandictionary. annoying)
  
• Anything Ed Hardy makes me want to puke. hello John Gosselin.
• I miss my blonde
  
• I want a house I can paint, Im in a total creative mood. (some day)
• Victoria Secret has the best candles EVER. LOVE love LOVE mine. go buy one now.
• I have the best husband ever.
• I need the beach or NY soon.
• I swear we should not have groundhog day.. he ALWAYS sees his shadow. boo 6 more weeks of coldness.... Stores should not be aloud to put out their spring clothes until we can actually wear them. Its torture.
• My obsession with Etsy is growing. rapidly. My next purchase is this.
  

I think thats all the randomness I have in me tonight.. Im off to take some Aleve along with a nice HOT bath. Happy Wednesday Night.

Usually Im complaining that I need the weekend..

This week I could not wait for Monday, a fresh start.

It was an emotional weekend to say the least.

McKay was not my very best friend, I honestly could

not even tell you who he was friends with in High School.

But the three weeks that he was with me 24-7

made a huge impact on the rest of my life.

I have videos, pictures and many many memories of him.

Each keep playing over and over in my head.

Blogging is very good therapy as I put it,

It helps me express my emotions.

Kind of a way to say goodbye.

Anyone planning on going to the Funeral?

Let me know if you are, I would love to see anyone from HT.

I completely neglected to wish this little lady a Happy Birthday.

My beautiful lil sister turned 11 yesterday. Happy Birthday Miss. Love you

Happy Monday Everyone!

I cant even start this post without starting to cry.

I have to keep reminding myself that

Heavenly Father has a bigger mission for you..

He needed you so much that he took you from your mission here on earth.

You are such an example to me McKay, and to the people in Romania.

You will be in my heart forever and I will cherish the memories.

Rest in Peace my dear friend. I Love You.

"Because Jesus Christ suffered greatly, He understands our suffering. He understands our grief. We experience hard things so that we too may have increased compassion and understanding for others....The lord compensates the faithful for every loss. That which is taken away from those who love the Lord will be added unto them in His own way. While it may not come at the time we desire, the faithful will know that every tear today will eventually be returned a hundredfold with tears of rejoicing and gratitude."

You can read the article on KSL about McKay HERE

Adam-on-di -Amon tell me you'll be there.....